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Wush up gorgeous girls!! I'm a fat girl working towards a goal of 85, which in my eyes is p.e.r.f.e.c.t.i.o.n!! I won't settle for anything less than the best && XX Small//00's are the best!! I heart anything that'll burn calories esp. cheerleading, volleyball, tumbling, swimming, running, && dancing!! Nicole Richie is amazinggg...she's my #1 thinspo!! If anybody needs support...I'm your girl!!
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Friday, November 03, 2006

Finally back && ready to lose some major pounds :o)

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These past few months have been nothing, but hell for me. I moved in with the boyfriend, which was a H.U.G.E. M.I.S.T.A.K.E. I knew he would be on me 24//7. My parents had this huge talk with him about watching over me && making sure I eat healthy. SCREW HEALTHY. Healthy is what makes me fat. I can honestly say I tried. I tried recovering for a month or two, but once I stepped on that scale and saw how much I had gained I flipped out. The thoughts were there the whole time, but I tried ignoring them hoping they would magically go away somehow. Note To Everyone:: Those thoughts will alwayyys be with you til the day you die. It's whether you chose to listen to them or not. Now I'm back to where I started. I'm so mad at myself for allowing this to happen.

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It's a new month. A fresh start to lose the d.i.g.u.s.t.i.n.g weight. I will lose it no matter what. I hope to lose around 10 pounds this month && another 10-15 the next. By January I hope to have lose 30 pounds && be back to my normal size then keep dropping from there.

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I know you girls probally hate me for leaving you this long, but I did not have a choice. I honestly can not do this alone && I hope you'll still be there to support me. I'm with you girls 100% of the way. I'm committed this time && I won't stop til I get to my goal weight of 85 pounds. We have to stick together.


Friday, August 18, 2006


Computor's Being A Butt Head
I have to take it in to get fixed, but that doesn't mean to stop commenting.
I promise to comment back all you beautiful girls when this stupid thing gets fixed.

 

MWUAH!!


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

C a l o r i e s| C a n ' t| M a k e| Y o u| H a p p y


 

f/i/v/e pounds down--f/i/v/e more to go:: I only have three days left. Do you think it's possible?! Maybe I should workout with a lot of clothes on so I sweat out some of my body weight. I'm going to buy some hoodia pills tomorrow. Nicole Richie supposedly used them so I'm pumped to see how && if they work.

 

I've been stressing out h.a.r.d.c.o.re lately. I always get like this before school starts. I have this fear of going into school looking like an ugly whale. I'm going shopping w// a ton of my friends tomorrow. Hopefully I don't flip out && have an anxiety attack. Shopping just isn't as fun as it is when you're thin.   

TOP TIPS TO A FLATTER TUMMY
yeah, we all want it <33

TIP 1: Nutrition will get you a flatter tummy :: when it comes to getting hot abs, NOTHING is more important than what you eat. the main mistake people make is reducing their calories to lower than they can handle, then going on a crazy sugar wrought binge fest. If you can't fast, THAT IS PERFECTLY OKAY! lower your calories to suit your needs. low enough to lose, but high enough to where you will feel satisfied and not binge. You also need to keep your blood sugar in check. the best way to do this is to eat lots of mini meals versus 3 huge ones.

TIP 2: Working out with weights will give you a tighter tummy :: Any lifting you do, even if it's lat pulldowns or pushups, will tighten your abs to some extent. Why? because no matter what you're having to use your core to stabalize your body. Don't worry about looking bulky, women don't have enough testosterone for that without taking additional supplements. Cardio is good, but if you only do cardio without strength training you'll just self destruct by burning muscle instead of fat. Having said that...

TIP 3: Cardiovascular exercise will give you a flatter and tighter tummy :: Obviously, you have to burn calories to lose weight. However, cardio should be used as a tool and a way to boost your metabolism and health, not as a push yourself to death marathon. Once again, you'll end up burning just as much muscle as fat which is counter-productive. So for those of you who spend 2 hours on the treadmill, you're not helping yourself as much as you may think. Unless you're a distance runner (like myself) who knows their body very well and does distance runs as a sport, I would reccomend doing 2 "long" days a week and 3 interval days a week (short speed bursts followed by recovery). Interval workouts burn more fat

TIP 4: Work your abs no more than 3 days a week :: I know, this sounds like the kiss of death to most of us, and indeed i didn't believe this until I tried it, and guess what? My stomach is looking wayyyy better than when I used to work my abs everyday. Why? Your abs are still a muscle and need rest to improve just like any other muscle. Plus, you CANNOT SPOT REDUCE. doing a million crunches won't make you skinner, fat reduction and toning exercises in moderation will.

when you do work your abs, here's some great exercises to try that are better than the conventional crunch

Reverse crunches- work your lower abs- lay flat on the ground with your knees up in the air at a 90 degree angle. rock your knees into your chest, bringing your hips of the ground and exhaling as you do. bring your legs back down and tap your toes to the ground, keeping your knees bent. do 3 sets of 12-20

Double crunches- work upper and lower abs- staring in regular crunch position, do a basic crunch, except bring your legs up at the same time. do 3 sets of 12-20

Bicycles- work entire ab area- lay on the ground with your knees up (like in the reverse crunch) and your head raised slightly off the ground with your hands behind it. bring one knee in and push the other out so your leg is straight and touch bring your elbow to the knee. switch and keep going continueously


Thursday, August 10, 2006

August 10th--17th
Must lose those nasty extra 10 pounds.
Only allowed to eat 500 below && have to burn off e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g that goes down my throat at the gym.
No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

 

I have a huge problem w// eating at night esp. when I'm around my friends//boyfrand. I think it's because they would say something && I don't have the energy to explain myself. My boyfriend's asked me why can't I just eat like a NoRMaL HuMaN BeiNG. I feel sooo bad for putting him through this. It just goes to show you this disease doesn't give a damn about the people you love the most.

 

I thought of a NeW TRiCK to help stop yourself//me from eating so of course I'm going to share it w// you amazing girls. You find some lysol, pledge, toothpaste, anythinggg that's toxic to your body && whenever you go to eat those cookies, potato chips, or burgers you spray it on that sucker. You'll be forced to throw it away. HOW KICK ASS IS THAT?!

Question::
Do you think anorexia is a choice OR genetics?!


Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I'M BACK BEAUTIFUL GIRLS
...did you miss me?!....


Let me catch you all up with what's been going down. July pretty much sucked major butt. It was nothing but stress, stress, stressssss. I had my good && bad days...mostly bad. I was having boyfriend && family problems which triggered me to binge && purge my brains out. I probally gained a hefty 10 pounds in one freakin month because I suck, hated myself, && just took all my emotion out on eating. Lots && lots of my friends started to leave for college && that was so stressful. I really felt alone && empty so of course how do you feel that emptiness....?! With stuffing yourself && throwing the stuff you didn't want to go in you the first place out. I fainted a couple times at work && been stuck w// strep. Wasn't fun whats so ever. I'm s.l.o.w.l.y getting back on track. I promised I'd come back 5-10 pounds lighter. I'm sorry I couldn't keep that promise.

I told myself to quit being a baby && suck it up. I'm a grown woman. I will get back on track. I will, I will, I willllll. School starts next month so August is going to be nothing but working out, starving, && partying my butt off. I know I said that last time, but this time I mean business. I can't handle going back to school looking like a whale. 

I reallllllly hope you girls are doing good && staying strong. I def. haven't forgotten about you && I hope you haven't forgotten about me. You girls don't realize how much you help me get through this stupid, messed up disorder. Keep on kicking.




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